Today 18 Feb 05 i nvr turn up on tt dinner with Gmum Ni lie to her too...I told her that i went to train and forget time...But since last night i being staying at home.i slp at 7 am in the morning and wake up at 12 noon...today my fnd call me and ask me about my ns and he say something which make me unhappy...( HE SAY I GOING TO ORD LIAO - U GOING IN LIAO )~!~!~then i got no mood le...untill now i still feel bad that lie to Gmum...but i really went for jogging just now...so today i only have 1 meal in the noon n no more eating le...now abilt hungry but no milk le...just not long my Gmum called me...i knew she is ANGRY with me...but i dun wish to go that dinner...Sry Gmum~!~!~!~Haiz!!!I Force myself to train more even i cannot do.scare tt i cannot apply spf n need to go army...hope tml website can apply le...Today i call yeo again n he at sgh operation...i shocked!! yesterday just talking with him n today he need operation...tt sad!~!~ hope tml i will not lose my temper on other pple...FEELING REALLY BAD TO DO THAT TO GMUM!!!!feel like my heart being cut off...so pain...1 more week will be my birthday le.going to 19 liao.hope for steamboat at marine bay, hope got many pple go...Haiz body so pain n tired.Time to slp le...NiteZ... ~_~-->SORRY GMUM...