Today 24 March 05 now time is 5am.i still not slp.just finish doing sit up n push up.now blogg then go slp.today stay at home nvr go out.just play game, surf net n watch tv...so bored...jie call me n say she know wat to buy for me liao...she told me that she went to biddg something for me...i wonder wat she biddg n spent so much $$ on it for wat...i chat with star again n this time she told me that if i went in ns n ask me to think if everynight before i slp.lying down at my bed chatting on phone with my love 1 that feeling is so great...come to think about it.yup!!that great.she ask me to work harder to woo the person that i love...she even told me that dun give up on study even i no mood to study now.ya that right.i nvr think of giving up on my study only feel like resting more longer...since i study for k1 to ite.now wanted to rest more longer before i start my new learning.now i can rest for 2yr before i start to study again...i think i giving up on spf liao loh...now i thinking no point to sign on with them since my ns left 1yr 6month...just finish it n went back to study.maybe more better then sign on...maybe after my further study then join spf again ba...star chat with me alot since i know her on gaming...in the noon i chat with solomon that idoit...ask him go swimming n even told him where we go yet he still ask me go cck there more better just cause of the playground...omg i want swim not play...wanted to go clementi swim...i know realise that bx told me to go swimming more offen so that my asthma will not come back...i now start to go outing like few yr ago.i think time have heal my wound since sec 2 untill now.now aday i feel that i eating more n more. i also think that i become more n more lazy.yesterday still thinking of going jogging.but end up staying at home eat n eat...i just eat apple too...kaoz now going to slp still eat...abilt scare that i will become fat with that round stomach...so i being doing sit up n push up to redure my weight n keep fit...i wonder wat i going to do n where i going to for tml...dun know still going to swimming anot...go alone is so sian...xiaoti sure dun want go.sure say i bo liao...anyway he become lazy since he went in ns...a very gd runner who get 1st in cross country now become so lazy that dun even go jogging or swimming...i still dun know wat i going to work as or study wat course when my ns is over...dun know yk n keming want to wait for me anot...we say before after ns we go apply for study together...now they went in ns easrly then me by a few month.yet i still at home wasting my time...just now watching show saw a new movie coming out on 31 march 05...sweetzz look nice.wonder who free to watch with me...saw twins cd come out in chinese version liao.wanted to buy too...lolx.damm so many thing want to buy...sian i blog untill here ba..stomache again...Haiz.NiteZzz!! ~~~^oo^Zzzz