Today 22 March 05 i wake up as normal n went to bath.went to jurong east popular to see cd n i bought 2 cd.one is liang jingru n other is wang xin ling...that jingru super nice i like it very much but xinling not so nice-,-...after i buy went to meet deb to take vcd.she become more n more pretty le...today saw yet nvr talk to her.just smile n go le...abilt feel bad...wonder she think i dao her?actully is i not feeling well so dun like to talk cause scare i may lose temper.lolx!!!went home after that.rest at home for a few day...damm my weight went up to 54kg.go up by 3.haha...so happy...maybe i follow she say bite before eat ba...woo feel that i am lazy to go jogging since stomache...tml going to go again if not overweight liao...sometime i thinking life really boring.every1 is just study, eat ,slp, play,work n that the end of life...damm!!Time went so fast..going to april soon le.haiz...going ns soon...i remember that yesterday 1 of my net friend told me that nvr give up easy.if u give up mean no hope...try better then nvr try...coem to think about it...maybe few month ago my thinking is wrong...give up my study cause scare of MATH!!!remember mr sia say that for my course in poly math cfm have n must pass...-,-!!pass i dun think i can...hooo...anyway i make up my mind few month ago.now have to face it...Sigh!!now thinking of schooling again...why every1 is the same.when u r study yet dun like it.untill u finish sch le then think of schooling...~_~!!!now is so bored.everyday at home do nothning.lucky still got computer if not damm boring at home.everyday online chat with net fnd telling them my feeling for today n those problem that i facing it...know 1 new fnd who is 2x Female...chat with her for few hr talking about me..she teaching me how to woo gal!!Muhaha...lolx.feel bad for her.she play for so long n she get hacked by other pple.pity her...i learn more about woo gal liao..next time must try again.lolx...she told me that i must not feel shy.must have thick face.-.-!! anyway i tired le...going to bed le...NiteZzzz