Today i wake up very early n i think i start to use to wake up early since ns.yesterday i just book out from my camp n went to sns to buy some milk n snack...then went home n meet ken they all...called azhar n known that his gf pick up n told me that azhar in jail now.wtf...lock for 3 week...dun know wat happen to him since i not contact him for 2 weeks only...anyway nvm.maybe this time he will learn his lesson n hope so.now i talk about myself...some pple maybe want know wat i been doing in this few weeks...not blog for days...on last few day in camp i have been training marching rifle n bomb...but i miss 1 lesson n 1 ippt exam n even last thing that i hate most.that is road march...must walk 8km...haiz!!why i miss so much things n now i have to retake them on next sat i think...cause next sat i cant book out cause i been punish by my ps...kana 1 day comfinement only can book out on sunday morning...if i know will kana comfinement then i will not take the blame!!!I take all the blame for my friend...actually i also got wrong loh.being a arm ic nvr check thing properly n let them sign wrong place...The worst thing is i lost my rifle during my theory exam...Shit right!!that stupid sgt took it while i hand in my paper...on 20th april 05 i being punish untill my hand numb n leg numb too...being punish cause i slow..actually not my problem..i was asked to go in arm room to check rifle then by the time i come out all my teammate gone...i dun even know wat going on n being punish cause i late to fall in with them...my sgt ask me why...i can tell him but i think i tell also no use...maybe i say i help me ps to check rifle.he may say that my job just to dun make his self lose face..so i just told him no reasons...then that idoit tell me that the raining shelther is calling u!!!!fark loh non living thing how to talk...then my friend say he mean is ask me to take all my thing n run there then run back...kaoz!! very far leh...1km...fark loh!!!then on other day taht is 22th april 05 friday i remember every thing on that day n will not forget it!!!My ps asshole ask me to pack all my shirt including my personal thing like hp, key n mp3 to my bag!! then ask me go down fall in with those things...give me 2 min to unpack them n arrange them in order.untill 10.30pm light off then ask me go slp..got no time to pack back my things...then i have to stay up late to bath n pack them untill 12am then slp!!so tired...tml i going to nee soon camp to life firing untill fri...abilt scare using real rounds.In camp everynight feel bored cause nothning to do..something feel like chatting with some1 but dun know want call who...jing busy working while xiaoti talk rubbish with me then ken no time too...sometime call her also not even 3 min then put down phone le.dun know wat to say also...now hope to complete my ns n go back study again...i being waiting for spf for so long...now i dun think of joining them liao...just want complete ns then go study!!i feel strange in camp everynight i slp...whenever i close my eye n want to slp feel that my bed will shake...but i dun care n just slp.few day ago i ask pek.he told me he also got kana like this for 2 time.isit cause i got no religious...anyway i nvr done anything bad so nothning to scare about...yesterday ah ma call me n ask me go down to eat today...but dun feel like going..but i use my hand to touch my heart will feel bad if i say no...honestly i say out from my heart my ah ma so old liao maybe next time i wanted her to cook for me..but she cant.so i promise her to go down.want go meet sam go jp to see cd n buy ear sticks...then go home change then have to book in liao...ok next week then blog again...i now going out liao...if not late again!!Btw i now can control my hyper ventilation liao...but have to use inhater again.sian!!must train to become fit again!!!i just went for check up..NKF leh...the person say i too healthly n in my body my fat only 9.5...she told me for guys fat must below 20...but mine only 9.5...she say i healthly..lolx mean i still slim lar!!!Lolx!!hahax!!call me to chat with me loh...i in camp so bored...if i going to other country training i tell u guys n maybe u all can ask me help u guys to buy sthings...See ya!!i will be back soon!!Next Sunday...TakecareZ