I back from camp since sat untill now yet now then blog...i really dun know wat to blog n mind is so messy...thinking of many things which i facing soon...i just cant stop thinking about it n need some peace or maybe just some more block leaves...This Friday i will be going back to camp to find out my posting...hopefully not going to other companys...they too sux for me to go over..lolx!~!~this few day i being waking up early in the morning n start to surf net n looking for fnds in friendster or just looking at other pple blogs...on sunday wanted to find keming they all out just like our school days.sitting at west mall coffee bean chatting n talk cock..with laugh n joke...but he ah ma die on sat n he also dun have the mood to go out...haiz!!!sad...i wonder in this world why have humans yet want them to die!!!Anyway keming take it easy bah...This friday sure is a sad day for me...going to see friends posted out to other company or camp...ah pek sure post to other camp...i will misss u....Anyway thx in this 2 months..u have been teaching me english n some comments for my study...Thx so much!!!thinking of apply night class but will be tired...haiz!!this few days i being finding friend out for some sports...dun know why cant stop it n relax at home...maybe if i relax n cant catch up with my training on next week ba...haiz!!!today just went creative comapany with yuehan n samson!!while on the way...samson keep suan me in camp i keep lazy this n that...lolx...but i dun think i being lazy...he more lazy then me ba...in field camp we have to build our tent with our rifle...but ask his help me hold while i build..he go put on the ground n let sgt took it away...Farker!!!make me do guard duty...anyway ald past..he have being xiaoqi with my sgt cause during camp we being learn combat tactic n cant run cross each other...yet he being doing wrong.wat is i using real round then i have been killing his for thousand time...he being knock on head by sgt..lolx!!Tootx...last few days before my passing out parade...in the noon after my lunch i went back to have aslp...during my slp i have a sweet dream...but dun know whether will it come true in my life...being dreaming that i saw 1 of my friend on the same bus with me n she crying n i just walk over it n sat beside her asking her dun cry...lent her my shoulder n after awhile she stop crying...we have a gd chat n dinner...i even dream that she become my gf...Lolx!!! think too much liao...in real life i dun think i have this bless with her....firstly i got no time...secondly dun think i match for her...she too pretty...lolx!!!samson today wear untill very funny...the cap top without cover n can see his bokat..might as well dun wear cap..lolx!!!!SO UGLY SAMSON!!!lolx...I feel like kana cheat by that cashier!!!$49 for 1 earphone!!!lolx....2rd time buying it...but first time is free n that uncle say it cost $10+ only...but this time i buy $49!!! Idoit Ivan make my earphone spoil!!!i going be selfish not to lent mp3 liao!!!I wonder isit i too gd to lent thing??First is lent money...then mp3...Haiz!!Anyway nvm!!That time at sns work i buy the pink milk bottle fill with mashss!!now fill with $1 coins..lolx!!being putting in $1 coins...just now i took it out n count...going to $100 liao!!lolx...nvr think that i can save $$ too!!!last time when i got $$ i will spents...maybe now grow up le ba!!!trying to fill up that bottle with $1 coins...Last sat my mum n jie come for my parade!!i put alot of effort on that parade...lucky still got get claps...lolx!!but not happy with that AUNTY!!!on my happy day...want find trouble with my mum...SH!T Idoit...just some juice only need so big action mah!!not properly 1!!!!!haiz!!Rude pple...lucky i have big space in my heart...if not i beat u liao!!lolx!!!went to ginza after my parade with mum to get some vegs n milk for dinner that night...lolx.first time go buy vegs with mum since i so big...saw alot of change at there...many new staffs...some aunty say my mum look so young...lolx!!!saw xuelan n she ask me i pay money har??kaoz...like i dun have money pay like that...other idoit!!~!~pity her...need to work as cashier even in GREEN SHIRT!!!have been thinking of become hair dresser...lolx...can design many kind of hair...but they keep saying most hair dresser is gay!!!fark...do i look like mah.alot of pple say i look like gal when bokat..-,-!!do i look like Gal mah!!!too much to blog liao...just now went to stadium for badmintion with yuehan...nvr thought that so many pple playing n have to wait untill 9pm...too late le...then we have to go find other courts...dun know why isit i too unlucky or wat...went to so many courts...all have pple or else no light!!!no choice we play at basket ball court...do stupid thing...drop on floor down 20...or 3 rounds...lolx!!!so tired!!!thinking of going to swimming tml morning...wonder yuehan got time anot...on 22th june 05 my ait course start...i scare of it...too xiong!!thinking of field camp again make me feel uncomfortable.cant bath n cant have properly dinner or slp...my doggy going to give birth in this few days...sian!!but they so cute when they walking...the leg just like swimming or ice skate...lolx!!wonder this sat keming got go with me to pa anot...



A Daily Thought,
A Silent Tear,
A Constant Wish
That U're near...
Words Are Few
But thoughts are Deep,
Memories of U
I'll Always Keep!!!


Friends R Like Walls
Sometimes They hold u up
Sometimes you lean on them
But Often,it's Enough to know
they're just
Standing By=)


When thing goes wrong
When sadness Fills ur heart
When tears flow in ur eyes
Always Remember 3 things...
I'm here..Still Here..Always Be Here..
Waiting For U!!!


Have Been thinking too much recently...missing those day in sns n ite!!!althought very tired but at least happy then now..I still remember 1 of my blog i have say that dun know in camp i will cry anot...lolx..so far..only once n i think is the last time too...that time i cry is my hyper ventilation..cause too pain...lolx!!!during that time i still thinking that wat is i die??lolx...still got many thing not done!!hehe..Now i Regret...choosing ns not studying....Haiz!!I wonder if that time i pefer study then now wat will happen to me...Maybe happily everyday...when will this kind of feeling gone...Missing Her so much...So much...so much...Wonder how she going on now....


People come People Go
U Never Know What Going To Happen Tomorrow
Cherish What U Have N YR Love Ones



Heart Filled With Sadness!
Mind Filled With Troubles!