Today feel very moodless...keep on staring on my com dun know wat would do...even login to my gaming also watching pple kill monsters...just at there chop chop chop!~!~Today whole day nvr eaten any foods..only drink milk n water...dun feel like eating...sian!~!Went out with jie to settle my hospital bill...lolx...so troublesome...i feel like going for more hard training in camp...can keep fit!!lolx.must be crazy...hahazZ..just now wanted to find some1 to chat..but all since very busy gaming n watching show...alice busy teaching her student paino...lolx!!since so long i saw bi xia online...she just fly back from japan...but soon she going to fly to other place...chat with her for awhile n she busy packing her things...so not going to disture her...today i try to chat with deb but she look busy chatting with handsome.Lolx!~!~so not to bother her...just now went to see my chatter box...first saw deb chat in there...lolx...maybe going get my friend to blog too...that ...we even learn to have team works...even 1 pple do wrong..all kana punish together...1 for all....all for 1...haiz...i just feel like slpg now...my mind is thinking of someone...miss stupid wen yong learn new IT things...but he promise to teach me...now still waiting...anyway i think i just need the book then i self study can le...waiting for his to teach me might as well ask me go self study...that time also like that...also i study myself...haiz..i damm lazy to listen to lessons... now regret alot...if i listen maybe now i in jc ir poly liao...no need waste so much time...lolx!!i hope time went back to my pop days...few hr later going back camp see friends leaving..sad!~!~watching them leaving n just stand there saying byebye to them...haiz..we have ald stay with each n others for monthsher...not sure how she really is now...like before or change le??ken want play game with me untill i go back cmap...sweet lar...will miss u all~!~!haiz..untill now i still cant let go of it...heart still thinking of it...i wonder when then can open it up...Today going be 1 of my sadness day....haiZ...
Sadness is Here With us Daily, happyness is here with us Daily, wonder what will be that next....
I Feel like an empty body that without soul Looking on the moon, Shining on U, Tears falling off from my eye!~!