Last thurday i was overslp n need pple came over to wake me up.So i missed my breakfast n i have to sweep parade square n toilet But i lazy just pour water here n there only Lar...LolxI went back to slp untill 11+ then start to fold my smart 4 N went for lunch...I feel very bored here so after eating my medicine i went to Pte mess room do some exercise n called jing for some chat..OH i called mui keow n she chat with me for some time...This few days i being thinking alot of things..Am i that irritating person..Maybe only some pple think so.Others thing that make me pissed off is before i book in...I started to hate my DAD... He always say those kinds thing that i dun wish to do it again...like smoking or say i take drugs...But honesty i nvr take drugs before loh..even azhar(Mike) take in front of me i also dun want loh...That night i shouted back to his why i nvr take drug or smoking you dun believe me...He just turn n walk away...damn pissed..Last time i maybe bad but pple will change when time go on...I admin last time i am smoker so wat...anything big fuck!!!but i have ald quit for 1 year+ n it just over 1 year cause i quit last year 1st of july 04...Somemore i dun take drugs at all...I admin last timei alway stay out late or nvr go home but since 2 years ago i stop all this..Even valuglary i also stop using it...Dad i yr only son n u dun trust me at all, feeling so disappointed...Sometime i really dun understand when pple trying to turn over to new life yet not given chances...Untill they turn back to old way as they were then parents start to nagg..Maybe 1 day i start to smoke back is u who force me to smoke back...i feeling very stress when u keep on saying that to me!!Haiz!!Anyway i will not be smoking again...i start to hate that kind of smell now..So here by i using my name to swear to God i will not smoke again anymore!!!..
Damn Disappointed With U
I saving money for my new hp but i dun know wat hp to change...Buying laptop or new computer for myself!!Lolx...Alot of thing wanted to buy...I just book this morning n atnight need to go back camp liao..Stress uring that RT...They use 4 day to learn yet we use 1 day to learn 4 day works!!!!Stress...I hate to dig the graveyard!!!Lolx!!!almost faints!_! That nice captain of my company chatted with me some awhile n he advise me to see doctor...under hot sun yet i dun sweat at all n after sometime i have to pour water onto myself incase heatstoke...he told me in this way...i think very funny loh!!!Maybe ur body cooling sytem is spoil...SPOIL!!!!lolx!!i think about it...i dig that grave untill my palm skin tear n bleed so painful...elbow turn blue black n body aches!!! I miss Fresh food last night have been eating those Field rations food..so hard to eat!!!Hate it!! I only eaten 1 packet n that it!!untill this morning waiting for breakfast!!Lolx!!!! Btw this year NDP my unit is at marine...So i will there dun know do wat...i think is guard thatwat i heard from my sgt!!Btw Weilun u very heavy to me...my weight just 50kg n i have to carry u running about 200m-300m with my sbo...lucky sgt junior help me carry too...if not i cant complete...Btw ur weight same as me..Lolx!!!Yesterday night last training i was slpg all the way untill i heard moving from right to left then i wake up n see...oh they have kill theenemy...Lolx..damn funny!!Btw i help sgt junior picking phone is so fun...I Love it!!!COS NICE!!!
Looking At TheBlue moon Shining On U My Tears Falling Off From My Eye
