Today Wake up early thinking of going to gym but in the end staying at home fixing my phone and now playing game surfing net. wanted to go out see movies or shopping yet all my friends dont want to go out...Lazy!!! So stress after last week field camp.. next week is Fiba training i think will be very shagg!! Anyway i will not takepart in any execise anymore!! i being attB for 2months!! Light duty untill 26Dec n excuse uniform untill 27Dec!!! Sian...I wonder when then i can stop apply to medicines!! being months still need to eat!! I feel like going to hell then eating those bitter medicines!!! Sian....Why dont downgrade me more better... I still prefer last week! Can play and do what ever i want...Went for night ride too...playing badminton with mui keow, banana n her husband instead of simon!! Big liarS...promise to join us play but in the end never come... In camp for 10months and going to turnout for missions anytime anywhere...Abilt scare of holding life rounds walking at street or causeway points...i have not being training for weeks!!Haiz!!! Now then i know azhar went to ns liao!! Lolx...wonder how he look like when he botak head...Lolx!!! Thinking of awol but very stupid...Lolx!! just have to keep on my life for the rest of 1 yr!! Yesterday night ken call me to go down meet his cause he want eat n we cant find anyshop to eat cause already too late about 1am... so we order Mac n sit down at 488 eating n chating!! I feeling moral very lown dont know wat to do... wanted to go out yet no pple accompany me!!! Planning to play badminton but all dont want wear shoes want play outdoor!!! Sian...ken send me hu yan bing song - waiting for u !! and i set at message tones... Still waiting for u to reply me!! Haiz...Wonder how u now!!! Miss U!! Time really fast now my age going to turn 20 after few months!! not 1x number anymore!!!Sad!! Old liao!! Still cant plan for my future!!! Whether study or Working...See YaTonight!! God Gif U 2 Legs To Walk, 2 Hands To Hold, 2 Ears To Hear, 2 Eyes To C But Why Did He Gif 1 Heart? Beacause He Gif 1 To Sum1 For U To Find - Still Waiting For That Day To Come!!!