Today is azhar birthday and i just found out from ken!! He call me and ask whether want go out drink or what!! But i told that call me again when they comfirm timing and place!! Untill now still no new from him..I think they cancel or whatever...Saw lingling just on my way home she bring her dog for a walk!! Lolx..This Morning i not slpg well cause of fever and very hot so wake up at 7am and i went to check then i found it went up to 38.5..Lolx!! So i went to find medicine to eat n go bath with cold water before i went to see doctor!! Was sms with weilun just now checking with him about tml guard duty..having fever dont know want go back do my duty anot. if nvr go back then ragu have to take over me...Like this i feel bad in my heart leh!! so weilun comments was go back first and see wat sgt dennis say wat...Btw i rejected my mc from that doctor..Lolx!!So even if sgt dennis dont me to do i also have to do liao!!unless i go back take loh!! but dont want!! dont want to trouble other people who on leave now!!Went out with cellmate this afternoon and i found out that maybe me n they are from 2 different type of world!! we dont share the same topic...so today i just sitting at there alone doing my stuff!!Felt slpg actually but dont wish to slp...Lolx!!! aunty call me and chat with me and ask me why i dont like jie...i just told she unreasonable n rude when talking to me!!! Actually not i dont like her loh...If that she just never think of how other people thinking the way she talk about me...like never care about other people feeling...maybe i more suitable alone better!!!Went for some gaming with wenyong just now since so long we have not been playing...haha!! i lose to small kid just now!!!Mushaha.. I must be old liao unless le...Haiz!! have dinner with edwin they all just now n chat for awhile before we leave!! i feel that chatting with edwin like can just say out everythings from bottom of my heart...And maybe he will gave me some good advise or comments!!hoooo So tired!!! I Start to miss Saengklai again!! dont know where she went to..Haiz!!

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Last week went for 4days 3 night field camp at pasir laba camp n lim chu kang..by right is 3 days 2 nights de!! Being cheat again!!! Everytime lie to me de.haiz! lucky got weilun accompany me this sick chicken go!! if not i sian diao..lolx! walk about 20km of route march being attacking 6Sir Peoples..But cant find any1 when we reach there but others 2 company of my camp was being attack by them!! Lolx.. So We went over t help loh! so troublesome!!! Then we fight till 4am before we slp..Damn shagg n tired liao!! still need do guard for 2 hr each person..Next day wake up at 6am so i only slp for 2hr only!! Haiz...but i also waiting for today cause i heard that my platoon is pf can sit on jeep n that will be 6 jeeps...with mg gunner on top!! No need see loh me is 1 of the mg gunner loh..Lolx.. But feel very disappointed with them they cancel pf cause of 6Sir people say unfair for them loh!omg they got tank we also nthg to say loh yet we just sit on jeep also want complain?? Damn pissed! So this time round my camp was so unhappy about it and we decided to combin force and attack them cause all so shagg liao yet cant ride jeeps!! Being cheated Again...haha!!! So we use all our forces to attack them untill their officers say we r so united n strong..lolx!! So happy loh!!! On thurday i get to sit on jeep..Love It!! riding on it n keep on chatting with wweilun like outing like that.. keep on shouting!! my platoon sgt thought i siao liao!!!Muhahaha!! Then when ever i saw 6 Sir I just fire off my mg...So fun to see them like mouse hide here n there loh!! At last we make it to pass this Mission and i get my badge..WEee!! But that time i feel very smelly...never bath for 4 days..lolx! Saturday i promise wen yong to accompany him go expo for that celebration of xmas so we went!!! Actually that day i was meet jie go orchard buy new clothes de..but in the end i never go...But went with wenyong and meet new friends...So friendly..weee!! we sing, play and chat with edwin alot!!! At first chatting with wenyong about phileo..Cause everytime i saw him.He cfm eating food like hotdog or fishball!!! So i thought he cant leave without eating loh!! today me n wen yong saw again..he eat damn alot...At first is dont know wat then become hotdog n fishball!!! Omg...he got a huge stomache!!Lolx...But for me leh i on diet leh!! Cause getting fatter liao!! I dont wish to get tummy loh!!! Rest for 2 month of status...After tuesday got to training again!!! haiz!! untill now i still cant pass Foc!! Everytime fail De!!!Damn sian!!Hmm edwin was very friendly too n i think he look close to me!! Haha. i also dont know why leh.. Maybe cause of my first time at there n he sitting beside me n chat with me.tell me about alot of things!! Cant really remember what we chatting about...Old le Memory turn bad liao!! Muhaha!! hmm Qifang leh. Was like very quiet n seldom say her talk or chat!! erm i think maybe she dont like to chat ba or tired...Come to think about it she look alike with saengklai nuansri leh..Lolx!!! Since i went in ns i lost contact with her le!! Damn Sad loh...Others i still not so sure about them yet..Maybe some other time i blog again about them ba!! Last friday was a happy day yet cause of some problem in camp n turn every1 into bad mood!! All because of ivan loh!!! jackie hp lost again le!! We think is ivan loh!!! Haiz...What for leh. just phone only also want do this to friend...Sometime i dont understand why peoples care about things more then friends leh!!! HaiZ!! jackie must be very sad..that phone he just buy not long n just lost after we come back from out field!! haiz!!Tml Going to pray for my grandpa since so long i not free to go..Tml i cfm must go loh!!!Then meet wenyong again..This time dont know where he want bring me go!!! Haiz!! I really hope i can ord soon...Ok la dont want complain so much liao!!! Late le some1 still waiting to read my blog..Like Kpo like that!! lolx!! Just jkjkjk dont take it to heart!! lolx!!oh Last thing i play pool like shit!! Lolx! hate it !! Gaming Better!!! Hope can go n play with group since so long!! Miss cybernet can play with ken, xiaoti, azhar, shammer, solomon, sotong, huisi, yuehan, thomas, steven n lastly mi Loh...Lolx!!I feel like aunty loh keep on nag nag nag!!! Lolx!! Blog some other days!!

Last few days my luck damn low n i not sure whether is my eye problem or i really unlucky. since the slience stick liquid hurt my eye i being having problem see but after not long i have already recover...but i find something strange i saw something which i dont wish to see!!! not sure whether is my lucky too low or i have 3rd eye? so scared when i saw it...At first i thought i was dreaming then think about it not dreaming loh is i really saw...I also dont know what happen i keep wake up during night about 3am-5am..during this time i keep on saw the same person n yet i dont know what he doing..so i just cover myself with banket n sleep...when morning wake up i damn tired n dont know why!!! i scare to go back camp...Too bad tonight i have to go back cause tuesday having outfield...This fieldcamp is my last outfield if i not wrong N my misson at singapore going to start after this dec leave..last thurday i also have exam yet noone tell me about it cause wed i went for my appointment at nuh!! Very disappointed with that idoit doctor!! Last time can downgrade me yet dont want now i getting better want downgrade n he dont let...i sian!! Somemore my medicine he give me never tell me all the side effect...so i only know 3 which i keep on have it when i eat those medicines...I so tired of eating them liao..So i not going to eat anymore...giddiness, vomiting n Abdominal pain. this is all i know.. But when i collect my medicine that kind lady told me after eat dont go suntan cause will cause more problem for my skin.. nowonder i keep on changing new skin n have new skin problem!! So i not eating those medicines...I cant live without sunlight...Lolx!!!Friday went to clementi with cheng for diet..I damn fat now...i see also sian!!! so need go on diet course!!lolx...Yesterday night went ride with ken n xiaoti but they so sian dont feel like ridding to far far...so no choice have to ride near near n chat...This morning about 6am my monitor spoil damn pissed...Tsk!! cause cant surf net n play game nor chatting with friends!!lolx...I went to buy limited maple ppc cause of xmas picture!! Lolx.. now i can change my hairstyle n colour liao!! haha.. Damn happy bu think of outfield i sian!!! If those fun fieldcamp i sure go but this can shagg untill i dont want to eat...But i promise ps i going liao n told weilun i going too so i cant go back my words.... I dont wish to be 2rd xingxing who nvr make his promises...haha...Talking bad word about xingxing...aiyo never mind la...Just say out my feeling only mah!! aunty call me today again asking about my eye..aiyo i nkow how to takecare of myself loh... not young liao!!! going to 20 liao!! Dont know whether my birthday i at camp or home!!! Haiz!!! Jie remember my birthday hor!! waiting for ur present!! lolx....I not greedy just want 1 set of new computer or ipod mp3!!! Lolx... Being listening to Guo mei mei song -- BU PA BU PA!!! Damn kidding song but nice!!! Oh btw Cappycake listen Too...lolx!! Also like those song to hong baby slp!!! lOlx...Cheng i will be waiting for ur next diet programe..Haha..Tonight book in timing is 23.30pm!!! haiz!!