Last few days my luck damn low n i not sure whether is my eye problem or i really unlucky. since the slience stick liquid hurt my eye i being having problem see but after not long i have already recover...but i find something strange i saw something which i dont wish to see!!! not sure whether is my lucky too low or i have 3rd eye? so scared when i saw it...At first i thought i was dreaming then think about it not dreaming loh is i really saw...I also dont know what happen i keep wake up during night about 3am-5am..during this time i keep on saw the same person n yet i dont know what he doing..so i just cover myself with banket n sleep...when morning wake up i damn tired n dont know why!!! i scare to go back camp...Too bad tonight i have to go back cause tuesday having outfield...This fieldcamp is my last outfield if i not wrong N my misson at singapore going to start after this dec leave..last thurday i also have exam yet noone tell me about it cause wed i went for my appointment at nuh!! Very disappointed with that idoit doctor!! Last time can downgrade me yet dont want now i getting better want downgrade n he dont let...i sian!! Somemore my medicine he give me never tell me all the side effect...so i only know 3 which i keep on have it when i eat those medicines...I so tired of eating them liao..So i not going to eat anymore...giddiness, vomiting n Abdominal pain. this is all i know.. But when i collect my medicine that kind lady told me after eat dont go suntan cause will cause more problem for my skin.. nowonder i keep on changing new skin n have new skin problem!! So i not eating those medicines...I cant live without sunlight...Lolx!!!Friday went to clementi with cheng for diet..I damn fat now...i see also sian!!! so need go on diet course!!lolx...Yesterday night went ride with ken n xiaoti but they so sian dont feel like ridding to far far...so no choice have to ride near near n chat...This morning about 6am my monitor spoil damn pissed...Tsk!! cause cant surf net n play game nor chatting with friends!!lolx...I went to buy limited maple ppc cause of xmas picture!! Lolx.. now i can change my hairstyle n colour liao!! haha.. Damn happy bu think of outfield i sian!!! If those fun fieldcamp i sure go but this can shagg untill i dont want to eat...But i promise ps i going liao n told weilun i going too so i cant go back my words.... I dont wish to be 2rd xingxing who nvr make his promises...haha...Talking bad word about xingxing...aiyo never mind la...Just say out my feeling only mah!! aunty call me today again asking about my eye..aiyo i nkow how to takecare of myself loh... not young liao!!! going to 20 liao!! Dont know whether my birthday i at camp or home!!! Haiz!!! Jie remember my birthday hor!! waiting for ur present!! lolx....I not greedy just want 1 set of new computer or ipod mp3!!! Lolx... Being listening to Guo mei mei song -- BU PA BU PA!!! Damn kidding song but nice!!! Oh btw Cappycake listen Too...lolx!! Also like those song to hong baby slp!!! lOlx...Cheng i will be waiting for ur next diet programe..Haha..Tonight book in timing is 23.30pm!!! haiz!!