Last thursday i start my csb at pasir laba camp and i walk first 4km i feeling very shag cause on wednesday i having fever n vomitted at home, but i still go for it cause that badge is pride of infantryman badge so i must get it... After first 4 km at rest point i drink 1 cans of red bull and i walk again... untill 8km check point i drink other half of red bull and start to walk again, i dont feel shag or tired after drinking red bull and i even prayed while walking, i pray for lord to let me finish this course and even pray for recover from my fever... Just keep on praying n walking...Untill 19km time to have river crossing and i tied everythings and i start to swim over..Haha! :) Very far to other side.. After finish crossing river i start to walk again n this time i walk wrong path so i have to walk back and find the correct path... At 24km already in the morning and the sun have already start to rise the weather was very nice and the wind is so cold but i love that kind of feeling...I start know that my red bull going to finish cause i bot 6 cans and left 1 cans, haha in my life drank the most red bulls... then 27km i get otehr cans of red bulls from my camp... At 30km i walk wrong path again so have to turn back and walk again.. I get abration on my both leg and feel like giving up but i heard someone keep on encourage me to finish it but i dont know who just voice pass thru my ears...Lolx! =) Now then i know what is that feeling like after i reach end point...Everyone would slap their hands and welcome you or hug you even serve you like helping u take water for u, feel so proud of myself! Lolx! Hao Lian! =) Then went for life firing n i just shoot just nice 6/10 So I passed... Thank God! Praise the lord! After that went back to camp and have parade of getting the badge and i feeling proud again and i was so excited of getting it and i planned to faints- After getting the badge but never la...Cause this was my parade la ok... That day i damn tired and went back to sleep after parade so i book out late... On saturday planning to wake up at 10am and prepare to go service at expo but i wake up 2pm and even not feeling well, feeling dizzy and headache so i inform wen yong ask him to go first i come later... So as noraml i take train to expo and have my worship at there... Althought i was very tired and feel sick but i think that worshipping is important so i just went for it... After that have dinner at expo and have our fellowship, qifang brother went there too and knew that he got play dota...Haha!! On sunday morning went to cellgroup got this lady sister maria went too but i dont know who she is..But never mind just care for my prayer... Planning to have stream ray for lunch but i got to go back church for service... Btw i join children church as my minstry, first time help out at there but get praise from those brothers n sisters... haha! Proud =) They say i help alot!! :) But was very tired cause since morning untill evening time i not having any rest and missed my lunch cause going to late for service after cellgroup... They hoped to see me next weekend... Haha! Just now when i reach home just heard from my mum that my sister bf father just passed away last night...HaiZ! Sad~ :( He father having dispression and locked hisself in the room and take fire burn...HaiZ!! Now My sister bf very sad n nvr eat his dinner and cant slp, tml i think i going to pay respect to his father so i going to there.. going to ask my sir for early book out! Final wear my new Pant n Shirt that i bot from SNK.. Want to buy new computer and phone... Jackie wanted to buy my phone cause is nice to use, but i thinking of buying sony ericssion w 810I But today saw newpaper got new phone out n even better then this.. Maybe i just wait for new phone out oh think is sony ericssion w950I or W900I something like this.. Forget le... Damm tired tml need to wake up at 5am! Oh btw on monsday i get guard duty again.. So tired! My face getting worst le, more n more pimples hate them all.. Hope to ord NOW! 9 months more to go.. Just now went to aunty house to sew my badge and chat awhile maybe going to move house cause she was asking me want anot...i say anythings But westside only... Talking about my condition again and this time i going to report sick again for my throat.. Getting pain everyday.. Hate pimples and my throat... HaiZ! Time To Sleep!