Since very very long i never blog, being busy training for stage 1 test but last month 30 june i just have an operation on my throat and on mc for 16days that was shiok to have such a long holidays...Lolx! During this mc days i been online everyday to read people blog and playing games... But Dont know why deborah blog cant read le so sort of 1 blog to read... ken have make up his choice to go ns first and me left with 7months more.. thursday i went to appointment at nuh for check up then he suggest me to have 2rd operation but this time on my nose...But i scare my nose will change shape...Then he say if change shape can do 3rd operaton to make back... but he say only very low % peoples willl get that.. still afraid!! Since 1month plus i never go church le... haiZ, when i see edwin i got nothing to chat with him anymore and i dont feel like meeting him but when i was i hospitalise qifang n zixiu come to visit me and qifang promise me not to tell edwin de but i still see him coming... I dont know what to say when i meet him... HaiZ!!! Just now Botak sister tell me from msn that she have bf le.. Haiz! Sad, heart broken... Still got 7 months more to go on... NS SUX!!! Now after ord want do what, study or work... 2 more week i going to take my 2rd operation le abilt scare and worry.. That time before operation they just wanted to inject for me i faint liao in the room... so shame!!! lolx!! Anyway most sad or heart pain is she have bf le... Haiz, monday going back camp le...Mc so long now dont feel like going back... HaiZ!!!! SAD!!! Who can comfort me??