Today went back to camp early in the morning and who know that in the morning there nothing to do so i can sleep for the whole morning, i was too tired due to late night and wake up so early... Maybe stay out is not that good for me but if dont stay out then i wont be doing wat i like to... In the noon time have this training call first aids cause following next day i have exam and very important... i was nervous and worry, but training half way i told my section command i will be away for mc on next thursday and he just simple pissed off and ask me why... then i told him that i going for my 2rd operation but he asked me to change the date cause next week got this outfield which is 4 days 3 nights and he say is a MUST to go, wat does it mean is a must to go... Did he think about my feeling before saying that... i bet no! Not long after that talk i being called to office and chat with my new pc which is going to be my pc in 1 month plus... he asked to change date too cause my sgt complain about manpower for outfield, but even i change date how long will i need to wait and if any happen to me who will answer for it... i being piss off when i heard this... he even asked me why monday i leave camp so early but i thought i told him i was going to sew my uniforms cause they changing new name tag n add on new thing to it... if found out that nvr sew on it i will be charged at least 3 xtra duty. Then after some time that sgt being called to office to talk too, at the very first place he dont want to listen to my explain and now he compain about me... 8-5pm wat does it really mean... wait for ro then go home or reach 5pm i can go home... Now due to compain from him i must wait for ro to be done before i go home... That idiot liek to do xtra work for this kind of things... i hate him! nvr even think for me, wat about me i being holding for so long n i very tired of it.. go outfield will shagg but for me is very very shagg... Not everyone can understand it... I just dont understand train is more important then my health so that they can do wat ever they like... I just dont wish to talk to him or can say lazy to talk to him... He is just care for hiself but wat about me i may have 3rd operation as my doctor told me... he dont even know wat that feel like after operation... think wat mc very gd after operation, i was the one suffing and not he the one...I started to feel very tired of wat they doing, even weilun also think of that way... only care for themself la!! idiotic... Anyway i left with 6months... Hope later wont fail that exam!