Time passes by so fast and already one month after i ord, i being thinking and running away from problem again n again even till this day it still the same... Did i lie to myself or family? I dont even know till last sunday i get scolded from my uncle for no reasons, at first was just a small talk about me and what i gonna to do.. Then just reply him with a polite manner that i want study and now waiting for posting which is on 2th april, that it.. Who know what, he say to me can u dont lie to urself n ur family... i was like shock, follow by he throw qns to me.. After you completed this 2 yr of study, are u going to work as what u studying.. Omg how i know what will happen 2 yr later.. But i understand what he going to tell me cause keep on asking me the same qns... Ask me to tell myself WO YAO SHI FAN... Omg who can tell me who dont want eat, it was like talking rubbish to me, but i told him i got my dream and i want to move forward to my dream and he just scold me and say dream cant be full, meaning to say shi bu bao.. But if no dream what for want to live in this world, Too bad last time never study properly cant blame others.. Now my uncle asking me to pick up courses or go to MOM to learn.. Anyway i dont realise care that much, Maybe i just look for 1 job and make his mouth shut up.. Hate him, always like to compare this n that between me n other pples.. Today was abilt bored, so just edit peijun pic and send to her.. Finally saw sinman online and chat with her i even scold her cause she slack around and still dare to told me...lolx damn long never saw her, i remember the very last time i saw her was at jurong east and now she got bike le.. How about me, cant go for bike.. Anyway she told not to go for it too.. Ya is dangerous i know, she even told me his bf ask her to give up on bike too.. Lolx! Long time never saw xiaoti liao dont know how he is now and that stupid ken who go watch movie never call me, xiaoti if u saw this posting u call me, i got young and dangerous 6 le, if u want watch tell me... Haha =p Untill now i think 3yr passed and still cant contact with her... But i think forget about it bah, what gone is gone maybe think about my future will be better... Thinking of putting tatoo but think not going for tribal cause too common, maybe put power ranger or mickey mouse? just joking =p Now a day i been thinking of diet cause i having tummy that ugly, so just now went for jogging and do some sit up.. since peijun can do 100 why not me? lolx! just too lazy but no choice need to train abilt i dont want to be like pig who just know how to eat n slp... Edwin called just now and date for dinner, i feel that i got nothing to talk to him yet he keep on want to date me out for dinner... Haiz, You know what my aunty told me i look like abilt like gal, wtf loh i born to have 3 sisters and what can i do... i alway hope to have 1 brother who can share his things with me and place with me or maybe even fight with each other.. Whatever la, even say my eye brow was nice... Sometime i dont really want go grandma house, cause of my sis and her son there i dont think i go there for dinner... Lucky i dont like to piss off that much.. REGRET REGRET REGRET!