Ops, last night having dinner with my sister family at bukit panjang then follow by meet up with wenyong and we went for a small drink cause not feeling right or maybe i not in a gd mood, but we chat for sometime and even walking around at bukit panjang...Lolx~ 2 of us nothing better to do just walk around and while walking we chat about RS, Friendships, Familys... Wenyong say i have a very good friendships, but i dont think so cause i dont really know how to chat with them at the right time using right word... sometime i might even hurt them without knowing it... Then about family, i only think i more close to my sister then my parent... maybe they dont understand what i really wanted to do in my life, wanted to join police force so much yet i cant join cause i scare i might regret if i sign on... My uncle once ask me what i wanted to do after i ord, i told him study? or working? he say that if i dont like study then dont waste time just go work at least can earn some exp... i think so but that time i dont really know what i want now i know wat i want to do... I want to study at psb cause i think gov sch i cant get it... i appeal 5 time this yet they told no space no space~ dont know real anot loh... My grades abilt low but hao friend even lower then me and he can get... haiz~anyway already over le! Lastly we chat till RS, wenyong say alot of gal like him, he think he is jay r JJ ar... Lolx dont make me laugh pls, if xiaoti or ken saw this post sure laugh at u loh... He ask me how was my Rs, i reply him that no gf cause no pple want me...Lolx~ actually i saw a cute cute gal but dont dare to woo her.. I dont have confidence with myself, i being thinking about my hair and chara... i ask this stupid qns and wenyong reply me this idiot answer, J>Do u think i have this kind of long hair look like ah beng?
Wenyong> YESH! omg i dont want to be ah beng just like long hair can cover my pimples and cover my fat face~ Lolx!! Next is my chara, J> how do u think of me? wenyong> No confident but gd at cheer friends up... I dont think i gd at that loh maybe making funny things or joking around counted cheer then i has nothing to say loh! I should not have ask him this qns cause he only reply me idiot answer... I did asked bee ling this few qns, but she reply me, u very funny person and a gd person... that all! i thought can know wat type of chara others think about me... I think i maybe fan or nagging alot of craps, but that still ok la... Ken yesterday call me telling me he now going KL with Friends to enjoy his weekend and a few days of leave, wth calling me just to tell me this... I also feel like going, but now not very safe to go there... so i just ask hi to takecare anything call me, since when i not been helping him when ever he face problem... just like my small brother and xiaoti just like my elder brother...lolx~ if i really have brother then that gd...haha~ i wanted to cut my hair again... i dont want to look like ah beng~ Hate it~ Haiz enough of craps n naggings!